Lights Out: Eyesight, Parkinson’s, and the Chocolate Factory

If life is a box of chocolates, Parkinson’s Disease is the chocolate factory on “I Love Lucy.”

Unseen gremlins relentlessly pump out a huge variety of symptoms and challenge Lucy and Ethel — us — to manage the onslaught.

The conveyor belt never stops. We can only hope to slow it down for a while.

What manner of fudge will be in the next piece we’re forced to unwrap?

I try to anticipate.

To combat increasing absentmindedness, I make a concerted effort to put things away IMMEDIATELY when I get home — sunglasses in the cubby next to the front door, car keys in the key box, wallet on the corner of the dresser.

There’s now a rail attached to the wall next to my treadmill, giving me something extra to grab onto if my balance betrays me.

I keep a hiking pole next to my bed for the days when it’s tough to stand up first thing in the morning.

But I hadn’t thought much about my eyesight, until a recent social media post got me thinking.

Esther Labib-Kiyarash is a Young Onset PD patient advocate who goes by “ShakingInMyboots Esther” on Facebook. She recently encountered an unexpected and scary new optical symptom while traveling.

Woke up to go to the bathroom in the hotel room, turned on the bathroom light, when leaving turned light off and proceeded to walk towards the bed. But when the light went out I was in COMPLETE darkness! I saw no light anywhere! Nothing to provide a clue as to where I was in the room.

Just an overwhelming feeling of darkness and disorientation in space. Logically I knew the room had points of light. Multiple devices charging, a digital alarm clock, I saw none of these. Afraid to proceed and possibly run into something or fall, I sank slowly down to the floor. To crawl. Then suddenly my eyes adjusted and I saw lights.

When Esther turned on the bathroom light, her eyes adjusted. When she turned the light back off, they didn’t immediately adjust back — leaving her in a pitch-black unfamiliar hotel room.

Turns out it’s a Parkinson’s thing called Impaired Pupil Light Reflex. In some PD patients, the automatic contraction or dilation of the pupil doesn’t happen properly when light changes.

I was vaguely aware of the existence of eyesight symptoms. But I didn’t realize how common they were.

In a 2020 Netherlands study, 82% of participants with PD exhibited vision issues, compared with 48% of the control group.

This information convinced me to schedule a long-overdue eye exam.

It also caused me to order two night lights for travel. They live in my suitcase.

If I don’t turn on the hotel room bathroom light at 3am, my eyes will have nothing to adjust to.

And the battle continues.

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If You Found This On LinkedIn…

…could you help me with an experiment?

There has been a huge drop in LinkedIn organic reach — just about everyone working the “Online Influencer” racket is complaining about a drastic decrease in impressions for each post.

I am no exception.

If you saw this article on that platform, could you take a moment to add a comment on LinkedIn?

Comments appear to increase reach — if the algorithm sees a comment, it’ll show the post to more people. More comments mean more eyeballs, which mean (I hope) additional comments and eyeballs.

That’s the theory. I’d like to see if it works.

Anyway, please comment on LinkedIn. And thanks.

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Bonus for Those Who Read to the Bottom

AC/DC on traditional Japanese instruments.

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Two teenage girls enthusiastically cover a punk classic.

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Baseball Hall of Famer turns out to be a pretty good singer.

8 responses to “Lights Out: Eyesight, Parkinson’s, and the Chocolate Factory”

  1. mentalitycheerfullya4b3f4e660 Avatar
    mentalitycheerfullya4b3f4e660

    Phil;

    Yes, it’s always something! I had a recent appointment with my ophthalmologist and she told me I have the beginnings of cataracts. She said those with PD have an increased risk of developing cataracts. Just one more condition to add to the mix……

    Marian

    PS…I LOVE the Japanese music video!!

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    1. shakinstreet.com Avatar

      My eye doctor told me several years ago that I had the beginnings of cataracts. This was well before my Parkinson’s diagnosis, so I had never associated cataracts with PD. I probably should.

      I’ve been putting off my visit to the eye doctor because as near as I can tell, my eyesight has been fine. But it’s definitely time to have a trained professional take a look.

      Glad you like the Japanese music video. Everything sounds better when it’s played on a shamisen!

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  2. Rebecca Avatar
    Rebecca

    Thunderstruck as I have never heard it before! 😊

    Thanks for your blog. I really appreciate it.

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    1. shakinstreet.com Avatar

      There are tons of covers of “Thunderstruck” on YouTube. This one may be my favorite.

      Glad you like the blog, Rebecca – keep reading!

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  3. Kevin Rowan Avatar
    Kevin Rowan

    Thanks for another glimpse into what you do now and may later have to deal with. Again, I appreciate your bravery and candor. Your experience makes my recent bout of minor food poisoning seem almost pleasant in comparison. Well, maybe not pleasant, but certainly not chronically debilitating. So far.
    Thanks also for the music videos. “Thunderstruck” was interesting, but Johnny Bench singing a passable “Don’t Mess Around…” was a revelation. Perhaps I have a shot at a music career yet. Time will tell. Take care, my friend.

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    1. shakinstreet.com Avatar

      Kevin, I’m not sure there’s such a thing as “minor” food poisoning. If there’s visible, audible, or olfactory evidence of said poisoning, I’d consider it MAJOR — at least if it’s coming outta me. Hope you’ve recovered fully or will soon.

      As for Johnny Bench, your assessment is correct: his rendition is passable, maybe pretty good. But that is so much more than one would expect. Someone (I can’t remember who or I’d give credit) once said that if you see a dog riding a bicycle, you don’t criticize technique, you just sit back and admire it. Johnny Bench singing falls into the same category for me.

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  4. catjollyfbfca93c2d Avatar
    catjollyfbfca93c2d

    Thank you for sharing this. I, too have noticed the change in my night vision. I now have to flip on a light (night light doesn’t cut it) to orient myself where the toilet is, which is annoying if I have to get up in the middle of the night. Then when I switch the light off, I have to feel for the door frame to find the door, until my eyes adjust. This has only been in the last year. In the past, there was enough outside light to see just fine. I definitely don’t drive at night anymore!

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    1. shakinstreet.com Avatar

      For now, a night light gets the job done, and I can drive at night without issue. But as Thomas Jefferson put it, every victory is temporary…

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I’m Phil Bernstein

I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease on May 25, 2023. At the time, I was only vaguely aware of Parkinson’s — primarily from articles in People about Michael J. Fox. And I didn’t know anyone with the disease.

Now, I know a lot more about the illness, and I’ve joined the Parkinson’s community in my hometown of Portland, Oregon.

I’ve found that writing helps me think through challenges, and this illness definitely qualifies as a challenge. I’ve started Shakin’ Street to help me think through the various obstacles, tools, and resources that a newly-diagnosed Parkinson’s patient encounters along the way.

I hope some of these posts help you address and tackle your own challenges.

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